Sunday, October 30, 2016

Whitby Inspiration.

As the autumn leaves dance through the air and I, once again, turn to my favourite jumper, I think about my beautiful holiday. At the very end of summer, I returned to my favourite destination: Whitby. This North Yorkshire coastal town calms my very soul. I feel better. I sleep better. And I am always inspired to write something when I am there. The views and the atmosphere are so incredibly rousing if you have a creative mind. My first two novels are set here.



Once more, Whitby Holiday Cottages provided me with a perfect base. I stayed in a gorgeous cottage, on Cliff Street, named Abbey View. The booking process had been simple and easy. On arrival, we were greeted with a tray of complimentary drinks and biscuits. Fresh flowers were in several rooms. I knew that I was going to have a brilliant week.





Whitby’s magic had me enthralled immediately and we did so many fun and interesting things over the course of those wonderful seven days. And when it grew dark and we all started yawning, we headed back to Abbey View with smiles on our faces. The view from the living room window was exquisite. I miss that view and I think of it often. I also miss taking my cup of coffee and writing pad out into the front yard in the morning, knowing full well that words would find me and they would soon be caught on to that blank page. And it didn’t take long.




One morning, I looked up at Whitby Abbey and it began to disappear as a fog seemed to descend from nowhere. It appeared rather spooky and my head was coming up with all kinds of ghostly notions. I thought of Bram Stoker and some of the key scenes of Dracula that were set on those winding hundred-and-ninety-nine-steps. As a fan of horror, I quickly came up with an idea. And I scribbled and scribbled away until I had finished.



As it’s almost Halloween, it seems the ideal time to share this with you. Here is my short Whitby story, very much inspired by my stay at Abbey View. Thank you, Whitby Holiday Cottages, for another marvellous holiday.

Midnight.

As the bells rang out from St Mary’s, deep into the night, the creatures of the darkness were summoned from their hiding places. Fog circled the Abbey, concealing the dramatic ruins from view. Snow-white seagulls soared through the ebony sky; so starkly bright that they almost appeared spectral. Even the buildings huddled together, over on the east side, as though they were conspiring to veil some ancient secret. Old whisperings crept along thin ghauts, leading into the still harbour and high up into the clifftops.

Rain splashed the cobbled streets. The narrow strips of pavement glistened along Church Street. This street attracted masses of tourists by day; it embodied the notion of the hustle and bustle of a popular seaside town. Though, it stood eerily empty and silent by night, and it was an entirely altered place by midnight.

The humans inside the cottages slept soundly and could not be roused from their deep slumber. Come the morning, they would comment upon how well they had slept and proclaim that the sea air had been responsible. They never knew or understood that the sea air had so little to do with it and, in fact, they had been under a Whitby spell; a deep-rooted and profound trance. The creatures of the darkness could run amok these antiquated streets with wild abandon, and after hearing the proud chime and cry of the church bells, they stirred from their ramshackle graves. Arms outstretched and the low hum beginning, clawed hands scratched and scooped at the soil. The awakening had begun.

Hums became chants, quiet yet strong and purposeful; a synchronised rumble of growing noise. Tales of former glories, a pretty face and maritime adventures. Bodies emerged, in varying states. Skin was gashed open, revealing bone. In some cases, limbs were lacking. Clothes were tattered and spattered with blood.

The rhythm grew stronger, louder, much like the beat of a heavy drum. As Whitby slept, the creatures marched down the hundred-and-ninety-nine steps. The chant became a roaring sea shanty and it lost its echo to a past well-lived and it became a despairing sonnet of recollected pain. A ballad of anguish and agony that had long been forgotten. But they remembered. The creatures. They both recoiled from the harrowing flashbacks and embraced them. They were important. Lives had been lost, so many of them, and although the horror was relived on a nightly basis, it could not be accepted. So, they lingered, night after night, repeating this haunting process with no closure to end their suffering. How could they move on? They hadn’t found him. He didn’t have a final resting place as they did, and it simply wasn’t right. Not for a lad so young.

His father, the captain of a once great ship, lead the line of ghostly sailors. His pale blue eyes were drowning in melancholy, but a flicker of determination still resided there. He hobbled along on injured legs, and his remaining arm swayed at his side. A long, cruel gash ran down the length of his torso, but he didn’t appear to feel the physical pain. He only felt the eternal love in his heart and the sickening loss of losing his precious son. And he felt the guilt, always, it burned his soul and swallowed him whole. He never should have allowed his only child to step aboard that ship on that fateful evening.

The captain thinks of his poor wife. He imagines her all alone, consumed by grief, and he vows to find her. It’s the same sorrowful story each night. But he never finds her. She’s long gone. Shuffling along the deserted streets, the captain’s hefty, black boots stop dead on Grape Lane. The others stop too, leaving a respectful distance between them.

His timeworn eyes leak tears and they race down his weather-beaten, gruff face. What was once his home, is no more. The building remains, and when he closes his eyes, he can hear his son right there on the street. He’s laughing and playing; he’s full of life. He can hear the sweetness in his wife’s voice, as she gently guides him back inside the house in time for supper. As he opens his eyes, they are gone, and only some kind of shopfront looks back at him. He peers closer. Books. It’s a bookshop. And he cannot fathom how this could be. Where is his wife? And where are the remains of his dear young son?

An ear-splitting, pitiable moan roars from his throat and into the cold air. He cannot rest until he finds them. Though, he senses that this will not occur tonight. It’s late, and now his bones are beginning to ache. So, on he goes, bypassing the other men as they fall into an orderly single line behind him. The ballad of torment builds once more. The sonnet of memories plays as they stride back into the hush of Church Street. The chanting grows stronger as they ascend the many steps, slowly fading to a hum as they climb back into their aged graves, covering themselves up with the earth.

The captain takes one last glance out to sea. It faintly shimmers, though it’s nothing but a blanket of thick, black darkness out there. He too settles back down, deep into the ground, as the boisterous gulls shriek overhead; the only witnesses of the ghostly sailors and their tragic, nocturnal mission.

You can book your own fabulous Whitby holiday here: Whitby Holiday Cottages

My first novel, set in Whitby, can be found here: Black Eyed Boy

The sequel can be found here: Green Eyed Girl

Happy Halloween! 






Monday, May 9, 2016

Jean

Eccentric quirkiness
Delights and amuses.
Constant chatter
With kooky tangents,
Like growing tree branches
Or a busy map;
Lines lead
And cross over.
A long and interesting life
Makes for many stories.
Tales of dear friendships
And a Sheffield childhood.
Tales of art and creativity
And the Cathedral.
Sometimes, she’s naughty
And eats crisps
And chocolate,
But we laugh
Because we’re just the same.
Similar in so many ways:
Excitable conversation
And moments of inspiration.
She doodles on envelopes,
The pen comes alive
With her lively drawings;
Skilled illustrations.
But she talks of going,
Of fading now.
And tears sting my eyes.
I can’t imagine that.
I have never met anyone like her.
Eighty-four and full of vitality.
And a wonderful mischief
Dances in her eyes.
I like to watch her smile
And love to hear her laugh.
She’s unique.
You won’t find another Jean,
Even if you searched the world,
Until the end of time.
Caring for feline friends,
She has a beautiful soul.
And she is loved,
And that is why I can’t –
And won’t-
Imagine a world without her.
I don’t think she knows
That she plays such a big part
In mine.



Monday, July 27, 2015

Back to Whitby.

I’m off to Whitby next week and I can barely wait. I can’t sit still and I feel like screaming loud, giddy noises. I always look forward to my holiday there. I tend to leave a little bit of my heart in Whitby each time I leave. But … this time … I am going back as a published author. My debut novel, Black Eyed Boy, is set there and, soon, I will we walking the same cobbled streets and across the dramatic clifftops as my beloved characters; Emily and Dylan. I just know that I will have a soppy smile on my face for the entire week. I will sigh at the beach huts. I will grin at the whale bones. I will coo at the walk to Saltwick Bay. There’s something even more special about this particular trip.



I have written the sequel (Green Eyed Girl) and it is with my publisher, Crooked Cat, set for publication towards the end of the year. Have my feet touched the ground yet in 2015? Errrm ….. Nope. As this will be my second book, I hope to feel as though I understand the publishing process a little better this time. I will be out taking photographs of book locations for Pinterest boards, quotes, and the all-important book launch. It will, simultaneously, be a fun family holiday and a book research jaunt. And I am counting down the days now, much like a small child desperately awaiting the arrival of Father Christmas.



I have started the third and final instalment of the trilogy, yet I still have a long way to go. I’m aiming to be finished round about the end of the year. I feel slightly more pressure this time. All the ends need to be neatly tied up in a shiny bow. It has to be complete. And it absolutely must be as beautiful as I can make it. Luckily, I will have Whitby for inspiration. Because that’s what Whitby does. It makes me want to write and capture the essence, charm and splendour of the town.
*Whispers* Five … more … days. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!



Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Green Eyed Girl

Black Eyed Boy being published was a whirlwind of fun and excitement. It was something that I had always wanted to do. I ticked a gigantic box on my bucket list. But, I always knew that there would be more to come from my characters. So much happened to them within the pages of the first book but the ending was left tantalisingly open for so many more adventures.

I found that having a book about to be released helps to focus the mind. I knew that I wanted to do this all over again. And, thanks to sleepless nights and non-stop typing Saturday writing days, I somehow managed to complete a first draft of the sequel – Green Eyed Girl - before Black Eyed Boy was even released. I submitted it to the publisher and I signed a contract last week. Before the year is out, the sequel will be published. This makes 2015 my most creative and productive year … and we’re still only in July. I have started to write the third and final instalment of this trilogy. I plan to take a little more time with this project as I aim to have all the threads tied up and I want the most beautiful and satisfying ending possible.

Anyway, I’m getting ahead of myself. The reviews on Amazon for Black Eyed Boy are amazing. Most of them beg for the sequel as soon as possible (this is the biggest compliment!) and it makes me happy to be able to offer that to readers before this year will draw to an end.

As previously, I will be remaining tight-lipped about the storyline. But, I will tell you that the novel begins just over a year after the ending of Black Eyed Boy. Favourite characters (Mrs Bishop, anyone?) will return and there are some new characters joining the story too. If Black Eyed Boy was the emotional read, Green Eyed Girl will be the tense read. Start growing your nails now. And get ready to bite them all off.




Saturday, July 11, 2015

The A-Z of Black Eyed Boy. Z is for ... Zest.

It’s the last blog post for the A-Z of Black Eyed Boy. I almost went with zeal. Emily certainly has much enthusiasm in her devotion and pursuit of Dylan. I changed my mind at the last minute, opting for zest instead. I think this theme really shows the impact that Dylan has upon Emily and her life. At the beginning of the book, Emily is bored and disillusioned with pretty much everything around her.

It’s different when you live here; you forget to look at the picturesque views, and fail to remember the simple pleasures of feeling the sand between your toes. It all becomes just: a photograph on a postcard to send elsewhere, meant for those who appreciate it, who have saved their wages to come here for a short time, and then sullenly depart, back to their own lives. I’m always here; Whitby is where I was born and where we still live, and sometimes the pebbles and the candy floss just don’t thrill me. When all of the tourists had settled back into their holiday cottages, I had stayed out alone, wishing that something exciting would happen, but suspecting that it never would.

As you can see, zest, energy and excitement are clearly lacking. I feel sorry for her. She feels like a ghost in her own home as her parents are eternally preoccupied. There isn’t much hope left in her that things will ever change and improve. I think we’ve all felt like that at times. When she isn’t messing about with her best friend, Billy, Emily’s days are monotonous and dull. But, not for long …

We turned the corner and I stopped in my tracks. There was a boy, probably a little older than Billy and me. I’d never seen him before, so took him to be a visiting holidaymaker. He had the blackest hair I’d ever seen. It was long and unkempt, and he had to keep sweeping his fringe out of his face so that he could see properly. He was tanned and toned, and was wearing only a pair of black shorts and some tatty trainers. He was tall and ridiculously handsome. His bare chest and confidence made me lose composure. Suddenly I felt much too hot.
           
The change in her begins immediately. On seeing Dylan for the first time, she experiences a physical reaction. Little does she know that her life will now never be the same again. Emily has to contend with the biggest and most painful life events during the pages of Black Eyed Boy. She doesn’t understand how she will get through the tragedy and heart-break. But now she has Dylan and he loves her. And even during those bleakest moments, her heart still sings at the pure joy of her first-time romance. Dylan becomes something of a drug to her. She forever needs her next fix.

“Neither have I,” I confessed. “I hadn’t even kissed anyone until you came along.”
“That’s because those lips were made for me,” he said, softly tracing the shape of them with his fingertip, reigniting the fire that had only just been extinguished. We kissed for ages, standing on the edge of the sand. People walked by but I didn’t care. I was too busy falling head over heels in love.
But, unfortunately, when you’re kissing the boy of your dreams, something odd happens to the time. It races ahead without your knowledge or permission, and leaves you mystified as to how an entire day has remarkably elapsed.

I’m obviously not going to reveal the end as you may not have read the book yet. But there is hope. Emily finds her own way to pick herself up, dust herself down and find that all-important zest; the way to finally live her life with a sense of anticipation. Her eyes are open to all the beautiful things that life has to offer. And that puts a silly and soppy smile on my face. Because, it turns out, I am far more of a romantic than I ever knew I was.


 I hope that you have enjoyed the A-Z. There's a link below if you're interested in reading the book:







Friday, July 10, 2015

Black Eyed Boy - What's the Story?

Black Eyed Boy is a contemporary romance novel. Yet so much more. It is written through Emily’s eyes. Emily is a fifteen year-old girl and she lives with her parents in Whitby, North Yorkshire. She is lonely at home; her father is far more interested in drinking and her mother seems eternally cocooned from life, trapped in a bubble of private depression. Emily’s only company is her best friend, Billy. They share a fun and easy companionship, until Billy begins to have amorous feelings towards her.
Early on in the story, it becomes apparent that all is not well at home and Emily soon finds herself having to be strong, brave and older than her years. She worries how she will cope after receiving some heart-breaking news. But, then her whole life is tipped upside down by the arrival of a mysterious and handsome (oh my goodness, so handsome) stranger in town.

The stranger is Dylan; a charming, travelling gypsy boy. He has the darkest eyes and he is incredibly tight-lipped about this. Emily is soon smitten and wishes to spend every waking hour with this gorgeous, cryptic boy that she is falling in love with.

And the feeling is mutual. They quickly embark upon a close and all-consuming relationship. But, tragedy strikes and Emily is soon drowning in grief and sorrow. Her best friend, Billy, can’t stand the fact that she has a boyfriend and the jealousy changes him. He goes from being her sweet, reliable ally to a spiteful and problematic element in her life. All of the rapid changes and traumatic events leave Emily feeling more alone than ever. She wants to turn to Dylan but he will not share his secrets with her; Emily needs to know what is going on but she starts to feel increasingly left out in the cold.

Eventually, Emily discovers the dark truth. And she can’t face it. Her instinct is to run and hide away. But gypsies travel and Dylan is leaving Whitby, with or without her.

Can Emily accept the powerful secret at Dylan’s core? Or is it all too much, is she supposed to be alone?

If you like any of these things, you are in for a treat: romance, love, lust, beautiful boys, strong teenage girls, emotion, secrets, darkness, twists, friendship, relationships, to weep into tissues, hope, endearing old ladies, evocative scenery, the seaside, rooting for the main character, remembering youth, first kisses.






The A-Z of Black Eyed Boy. Y is for ... YA.

I had never written one word, intended for a YA audience, before. And then, BOOM, before I knew it, I had written an entire novel aimed at young people. It came as a bit of a shock as I had never even thought about it. But I am so glad that I did. Writing about teenagers was a joy. They are still optimistic and have the world at their feet. They don’t have mortgage payments and are not stuck in a job they loathe. They are fresh and finding out who they are and what they want. I think they’re a lot more interesting than most adults in that regard.

It was lovely to see first love blossom too. Those kisses that mean everything and leave you feeling dizzy. The way your body lets you know that you might be ready for more. It made me rather nostalgic at times, remembering little snippets and emotions of memories from my own teenage years.

I have finished the sequel to Black Eyed Boy and it is now in the hands of the publisher. The contract has been signed, this week, and Green Eyed Girl will be out at the end of the year. I have started to write the third and final instalment. It will be a sad farewell to Emily and Dylan at the end of all of this. But, I have another book project lined up for afterwards. And it’s more for the YA audience. It will be completely different to Black Eyed Boy. But I already love the main character. I can hear her punchy words and the sarcasm thick in her voice. After that, who knows? But I’m not ready to move on from YA. They are the people I want to write for right now.